Derek_uk's Xanga

lesson

Sun, 15 Feb 2009 17:02:34 GMT

I have just had a very valuable lesson....

The most important lesson in my life

Monday, May 26, 2008

Mon, 26 May 2008 01:26:16 GMT

Wong Ho Kin

Derek Wong

I HATE YOU

You are a fucking idiot, fool...

Why you were that stupid

Why you are that useless

I really hate myself !!!!!

I HATE MYSELF !!!!!

I HATE YOU, Mr WONG.............

Sunday, May 25, 2008

Sun, 25 May 2008 21:37:20 GMT

I have never got this kind of thing right

ALL WRONG ONLY..

Today

END.......

I know this is not the end of the world

But I am still feeling grey, lonely, wired...........

Day 4

Tue, 22 Apr 2008 22:03:32 GMT

If I can chat with you

I feel happy

If I can chat with you

I feel wonderful

If I can chat with you

I feel life is good

Day 3

Mon, 21 Apr 2008 19:32:51 GMT

If I can not chat with you

I will feel empty

If I can not chat with you

I will feel lonely

If I can not chat with you

I will feel miserable

Day 2

Sun, 20 Apr 2008 19:10:08 GMT

Since I first met you, today was the first time that didnt have any conversation with you

feeling so empty, feeling so ''grey''

Now grey colour started covering all my mind

I dont know why you think the thing like that

But I can say

FOR ME, YOU ARE IMPORTANT

Saturday, April 19, 2008

Sat, 19 Apr 2008 19:09:53 GMT

I have not written any words for a long time

Today, I really want to say something

Even you are nice to someone, the word you would hear is

''Thankyou lor''

That's all, nothing else

Also

you are nice to someone you like, you fancy, the thing you would hear is

''you are nice, but we...... sorry......xyz..''

All 'xyz' excuses.

feel be teased again.......

My belief was to be nice to anyone, so they would not be mean to you

but the fact is I am all wrong.

So be nice to someone, you cant have a good feedback.

The only thing you would get is mental pain

Now my belief is changed..........

Saturday, December 23, 2006

Sat, 23 Dec 2006 13:26:17 GMT

Life is all about experience

Tuesday, November 14, 2006

Tue, 14 Nov 2006 22:12:50 GMT

因為愁.........

所以借酒.........

Sunday, October 29, 2006

Sun, 29 Oct 2006 23:09:19 GMT

咁又過左一年

我咁就20

唔再係青少年

響e一年

我俾人ga感覺係點呢?

我會希望係正面ga

我有無做左一d令人討厭ga野?

我相信點都會有

但希望都係一d小事

可以得到各位原諒

如果我真係好過份

我真係好希望有人可以同我講

鬧都可以

我真係好想變好一d

俾人覺得我係值得交ga朋友

而我上年暑假所做左ga唔好的事

響今年暑假就清算左一半

仲有一半, 07 年暑假再o黎

呢一年

我係幾有信心去做,去過,去面對所有ga人和事

而我可以話大部分都幾成功咁完成

但我現在失去左信心

點解會咁

我d信心去左邊

我要信心

今年

我希望可以俾人覺得我有所改變

變好d

仲有

就係飲少d酒